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So many things
05:11
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I can’t get my thoughts out
Of my head
I stay in bed
For weeks
I’m so weak now
I can’t see out
I’m so weak and
I try my best
I say so many things that people do not believe but I am not lying to them,
I try everyday,
I want somebody to believe in me so I can feel supported, then I can go through with all the dreams that I have had
Try my best.
I have seen the end, end of my world I am so glad.
I’m so depressed.
I say all this stupid shit but nobody wants me to be sad, but when I am happy I have too much energy so I don’t know what to be.
But all my efforts go to nothing
There is nothing left to try.
I don’t know who I am.
So I wait to die.
So I wait to
I am screaming from inside of my body from the walls of my mind
I have no control over my actions my decisions are based off of all the “Demons and the spirits” and I don’t know why I hear these fucking voices in my head.
I have no control over my actions my
I don’t know who I am sometimes.
Sometimes
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I don’t know why you are surprised
I don’t know how to shed a tear
I grow more stagnant every year
I fear the day you die
Heaven my dear, is not
(Nothing)
Rotting time is nothing more than fiction
Shapes in my mind,
Screams in my head,
Things cannot be good in the end.
I whisper soft so no one hears
I fear if they listen that I,
Will be embarrassed as I am
He loves me more each day
Heaven my dear is nothing
You’re nothing
And I am everything rotting in time
Shapes in my mind screams in my head
things can’t be good I’m the end
Shade in the shadow I am the moon
I am in the darkness.
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Play pretend inside your mind,
Just like you have all of your life.
It’s time to grow up,
No more hiding.
We must decide,
We must progress.
Through the years, laughs and tears, I am change.
I am growth.
I move on,
Beyond the distance
It never seems to be complete inside.
I hold my head up and go towards the light.
And when I find a sense of content,
I’ll sleep through the day and night.
Hold me, beyond the distance
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Sweethurt Covina, California
Aaron Loriso.
A girl with a passion for music and sound and self discovery. Follow me and join me on my journey in sound design and exploration in a diverse range of genres while I establish my own unique sound! Love you all!
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